It’s funny how that when someone new comes into your life someone else always leaves.
I am learning to accept change, and maybe even accepting change in myself. I guess everything can’t stay the same forever. It’s part of what growing older does to you(maybe not?)…you can’t stay the same forever. You cannot have Peter Pan syndrome. Though I wish I could sometimes. Do feelings not matter as much anymore these days? what happened to friendship? is it normal for friends to leave? is it normal for friends to change and become people who don’t really give a shit about you anymore? Out of the blue…..things happen.
I am sick of keeping in contact with people who don’t even want to bother to keep in contact with me. I guess this shows who your true friends are. I need to learn to stop being so sensitive and just accept it. Dropping people from my life is something that I would never have thought of doing.
holy shit I think I’m in luuuuuuve.